ryo's quote of the day (100th post celebration)

"I believe Spiders will, eventually, in the future, push us, the great homo sapiens to the brink of extinction, cuz' they are overpopulated on Earth. If you are a man, kill one when you see one, or else when they ran out of food supply in the wild, they will start to think of a sly way to hide under ur "blindspotted" arse, waiting to lay their venomous fangs on your testicles......"----ryo

Latest, from me.

Woots~! It's been a while since my last "emotic" update, but tonight i am gonna ditched the emo things out and do a normal post. Sh*t, something's really wrong with my phone's pc cable, had a hard time trying to sync it with the pc cuz i wanna upload some shots that i've taken, of course with my phone. XD There! Finally got it to sync with my pc.

So, it's already passed 24 hours since i got my result certificate, was quite happy with it, considered that i skipped a lot of classes during the previous sem (shhh~), but i was expecting more in my bridging maths 3, i thought that i could get a HD for it, yet nuh~ dream ain't come true...hahaha, but a D will do the job, enough already, dun be so greedy...hehehe~ Will definitely work harder in the upcoming sem. ^^

And, i cut my nail. But after 5 minutes i regretted it, i juz can't live with my nail, cuz' i've reached the nirvana state with my nail, we have become one....T_T

I am so gonna miss you my nail~ Farewell, till we meet again~ *sob sob* We had so much fun together...picking ears, picking nose, picking teeth, opening cola cans, etc....LOL

RIP, my nail.....ToT

Okay! So i've become a tutor recently, i used to hate teaching, but finally i've decided to give it a shot (influenced by a special person also laa....XD), the word tutor sounds easy, but actually it's not as easy as you think it is cuz' my student is a very special case, and i did mentioned "is". Yes, i have only one student because i am teaching the 1 to 1 class....He was originally the principal's student, but then she passed her to a teacher, yet, that teacher had to go to KL to further her studies, so, he was passed over under me, luckily, the principal has faith in me with her student. Hahahaha~!

Here are some pics i took when my student was playing bubble in class today, enjoy!

This is Nathaniel....

He's a good looking 6 year old chap....

He was trying hard to make some bubbles....swt~

Eventually, he made it! What a miracle....LOL

With the courtesy of Mr. Elephant, of course! Hahahaha

For all that bombshells it's farewell from me again, time to sleep!!!!!

ryo signing off, it's another stamina-killing Saturday....

只是朋友

词: 张震岳

我的直觉发现了你的冷漠
我的听觉发现了你不诚肯
我们之间也没有什么承诺
为何我听不下去你的解释
我和他跟你的关系也许不一样
你和他
*我爱上你这句话说不出口
好想逃离难懂复杂的问题
看他自在轻易的让你高兴
不想听你亲口告诉我结局
你和他在朋友眼中就该相爱
我离开
我想得到
你的温柔
而不是听你说他的一切
我的身份
只是朋友

要的不多
只想爱你
就结束吧
这种想法
就当做一个傻瓜爱上美女
我的身份
只是朋友
当你快乐
我也甘心

*当你快乐
我也甘心
走开...

蓝蓝爱我，我爱蓝蓝

蓝蓝的七月，悄悄地把我爱上的六月带走了，让我的生活，剩下蓝色忧郁。

我忘了今天是哪一天，是昨天的明天？还是明天的昨天？我真的乱了。。。

我可以不相信宿命，但我不能否决我俩的命运，已不在我掌控之中。

我们的邂逅好比似水年华，见了就散，也好，也许时间长了，再度见面的时候，我会更珍惜那个时候的空气。

你的离去，无疑是至今那还刻在我心里痛苦的证据。

我想要毁灭证据，因为我不想要接受无情的制裁，不想一辈子被关在悲观里。不过，任我再努力，再狠心，我抹不掉那个痛的烙印，因为我一抹，就会痛。但是，不要紧，也许痛久了，就会变麻了。

你是我爱上的回忆，一个美好的回忆，不过，再美好的背后，又有多少人看到我那比心痛还难受的心酸呢？我很想哭，但偏偏我的眼眶滴泪不流，那种感受，不好受，欲哭无泪。

感觉是很微妙的一种东西，我甚至还怀疑它是有自己的想法的，因为当我想要把它从我的眼眶那里流出去的时候，它偏偏呆在我的胸口里不走，好像扎了根似的，弄得我的胸口闷闷的。可能是它觉得我太自私了，还没把我玩够就要被我赶出去了，那好吧，就让你多呆一阵子，玩够了，自己出去吧。

我很矛盾，明明知道没有爱，还是要尝试去爱，爱到最后，剩下我爱空气，空气爱我，我爱的人，不是我的爱人，爱我的人，不是我爱的人。在与矛盾的挣扎中，自尊要逃向何方？不知道，因为这是它第一次逃难，逃到哪里，就听天由命吧。。。而我呢？继续煎熬在我的蓝色风暴里面吧！

终

ryo上

爱*我说

爱情很奇妙，

它可以让一个人幸福，

它的确让我感受过幸福。

它也可以让一个人疯狂，

我曾以年少青狂之名做过一些疯狂的事。

可是它选择让我忧郁，

它让我的故事才刚开始就已经慢慢结束。

可能它想让我觉悟，

在爱情转为怨恨之前，它掩藏着“爱情其实是一个负担”这个事实，好让人类爱得深，爱得透彻。

但是，美梦过后，出现在我眼前的，是“空”。

ryo, 色即是空，空即是色。

Friday, My Day.

Wow, a good outing sure can make my day! Haha!

Just came back from an outing with frenz. We went for breakfast at Ban Hock Road, then we proceeded to the Waterfront and took a "sampan" to get to the infamous Fort Margherita, lastly we went to Saberkas cuz a fren was going to lay his dirty hands on brand new Altec Lansing sound system...*Rich Kid* LOL.

Felt a lot better now, but i can't stop thinking about you, no matter how hard i try, i just can't erase you out of my fleshy storage...

How are you now? Are you allright there? I miss you....

ryo