~哦~

哦哦哦哦~ 今天晚上的我，怎么了？

明明温习功课好好的，为何突然间觉得我的肾上腺素好像超标了。。。

哦哦哦哦~ 搞得我有点 sot sot 了。。。

完蛋了啦。。。我还要温习功课的啊~

哦哦哦哦~ 我的身体啊，做么要酱“嗨”？

不要再增加我的肾上腺素了，我真的会“不翼而飞”的啊~

ryo, 哦哦哦哦~

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1st day's over....
2nd day on Wednesday....
and the last day falls on the 30th...
But i just wanna sleep, i feel so tired, a lot of things have been happening lately, BAD things summore...
Why can't i just fall into eternal slumber? Hmm....
I can only wish~ ><

ryo

Bored, bored, and still bored...

Less than a week to go before final exam, so what am i doing here, u asked?

Because i feel boring after a series of revision and help-mom typing task, for the sake of my short pant i can't play my favorite online game now cuz' server maintenance, i've watched all videos about cars on Youtube already, i have no one to chat on MSN, i banned myself from Facebook and erm...that's pretty much of it. What a day!!! Yes, i feel pathetic, a shotgun will do, yes, give me a shotgun~!!! Nevermind, i'll be bored to death sooner or later, it's just the matter of time. Haiz~

Felt like a plain paper for the whole October, and now it's another blue November for me. No, i'm not sad, don't ask me to cheer up, because i don't feel like feeling happy. Lately, a lot of people have been asking me to cheer up, but for what??? For the last time, i am not feeling SAD~ T_T I am just blank, that's all....But thanks to those who care, really appreciate that. :) Wait a minute, is it because of my personal message on MSN? @@

Well, at least i can still blog about my boredom, at least i can still type on my keyboard, at least i can......ZzZzZz~

ryo signing off, don't ask me to smile, it's harder than talking to a girl.....

Bday Girl

It's just minutes away from your birthday, and i am feeling nervous, cuz this year i will say something different to you, a longer, more meaningful message i shall post on ur Facebook wall. Readers, don't get me wrong, i am not gonna confess, me ain't that brave de....kekeke. It's just that previous years the birthday wishes that i've posted for her were too simple and erm, too consistent, yes, that's the word. Example? "Happy Birthday, happy always!" Tell me u won't punch me if u were to get the same birthday wish from me every year....ouch, who punched me? LOL

What happened to you these few days? I've only banned myself from Facebook for a few days and when i've decided to go back for a peek (bo bian also, a Facebook addict i already am one. XD), what i saw on ur status updates, they are all moody!!! Please, don't be moody ler okay? Birthday girl should be happy and looking forward for a great celebration with frenz. Please smile or i'll make you do so.....oh no u wouldn't want me to do it, cuz u'll end up laughing like those living in the asylum, haha. Cheer up, girl! I know you're strong and tough enough to face the obstacles before you, or else u wouldn't come here to study maa....right? :)

So, happy birthday and happy always.....damn, nonono, erm.....

Happy Birthday to the cutest, hottest and sweetest girl on Earth, who makes my heart trembles, who makes my lips wobble, who makes my dreams sweet, and lastly, the one who makes my day. Oops, look at the time, time's up!!! Time to post on your wall!!!!

ryo signing off, sick......with love.....LOL feat. 苦茶-棒棒糖

我想要说。。。

昨天，十一月七号，你说你牙龈感染，很痛苦，看了你的留言，我替你心疼，你知道吗？你不知道，你不可能知道。。。但没关系。。。但是我不是叫你好好休息了吗？干嘛还跑到大学去呢?

没错，朋友刚刚告诉我说，你在校园里，跟一个男生一起。那么晚了，你。。。是去约会吗？友人的通风报信把我给僵住了，我真的不知所措。为什么我没靠近你的时候，你偏偏单身，当我考虑清楚想要缩短你我的距离的时候，老天爷却为我捎来这个好消息？？

EMO又发作了。。。很久没EMO了，因为感觉真的不好受，胸口会闷闷的，所以我尽量压抑自己不去想伤心的事。可是偏偏这个时候我却听到了这个让我有所感触的好消息，不错，如果你恋爱了是好消息。我会替你高兴的。虽然会感到伤心，但是我宁愿自己心碎也不愿看到你伤心。若果他对你好的话，就接受他吧，让他替你洗去你对爱情的阴影，让他抹去你对之前那段情的残影，若果可以的话，让他，一辈子用他的爱来灌溉你，好吗？哎，怎么听起来好像我想领好人卡啊？呵呵。。。

每个人的爱情都有一段故事，可能我们的故事发展空间不同吧，所以很难相遇，很难靠近你，很难说爱你，很难当着你面前发起一生一世的海誓山盟，很难说：“你冷了，我抱紧你；你哭了，我逗你笑；你倦了，我背你；你迷了；我牵你；你病了，我照顾你；你不在，我想念你。。。” 但是这些话， 我想要说，在你面前说，字字句句地说，吞吞吐吐也要说，哭着也要说，直到你听到为止。如果我是因为没有行动才失去你，那么我就要以行动来追回你。

因为，听，我想要说，我爱你。

ryo